Got demons in my mind
My hell is unrefined
Destruction of my ego confront my own design
Mature beyond my time but my timing’s out of line
I worked beyond the crimes that I saw once I was 9
Connection to the lord, my grandma showed the veil
Opening up my mind to what is really real
The bullshit doesnt end, others can play pretend
I cant comprehend what my life is really meant
Do I fight to stay alive? Rejoice if I survive?
Are my values more important than the teachings of my tribe?
Drugs be on my mind, confusions left behind
Distracted by the images of my cosmic mind
Imagination ran amok I’m shouting out what the fuck
Holding on to the reality that got us all stuck.
So What is at the top
Do I Grind then flop
Do I sacrifice myself for the cream of the crop
Do you tell me when to stop then give me to cops
What will you believe when they throw me from the top
How do i make peace when the world is denial
The basic form of facts cant withstand a simple trial
Not knowing what is what like a clock without the dials.